I just hate boys..
I don’t get them. They’re never clear with their feelings. Essentially, they suck.
I’m good for nothing. I can’t keep a good guy because I can’t meet a good guy. The minute I think I’ve met somebody decent, he turns around after a few weeks and shows me differently.
Boys are the reason I am the way I am.. I’m kind of just a bitch a lot of the time because I feel like I always have to keep my guard up. I do have to keep my guard up. The only thing guys ever want from me is sex. It’s my fault too. Maybe I shouldn’t give it up before he’s willing to date me, maybe I should let guys know from the gecko what I’m looking for, maybe I should try harder when I actually DO like a guy….it’s my fault.
I don’t know when I’m going to meet a good guy but I know one thing.. I need to make changes first.